Twilight Saga Obsession Part - 2

(...The night that Bella weeped on Edward's shoulder for Jacob,
Edward did for her..)

My pen has walked miles along,
to say in ink what I couldn't put to sound,
There's still much left for me to say,
Today's the day,
no I don't feel bound,
By what you'd feel - see I've been scared,
To voice it why I never dared,
Was for the fear of losing you,
To compensate, there's nothing I wouldn't do,
I wish against my wishes, that we never got this far,
without the will and the power,
to go against what I knew you wished for,
was ethically a crime,
None still more!

I hated to see you without me,
I hated to know that happy you'd be,
Without a trace of me in your life,
coz, without you would have me paralysed.

I hate to admit the ways he was,
better for you than me because,
Mortality and warmth stood as the doors,
that led you safe to him,
But,
I,
of course,
Would rather have you happy without me,
than with me and sad,
I'd stay in the backdrop,
don't even look,
I won't be mad,

Today's the day, IT IS because,
YOU CRIED ALL NIGHT SEEING HIM AS SICK AS HE WAS!

My heart's drained of it's joy, it can't walk not even crawl,
My life's with you or with nobody at all...
I've sent you with him with a smile on my face,
I'll do it forever,
I'll do it with grace,
You won't realise, you were leaving someone you could die for,
But I'll ask for one thing, nothing more,

LET ME STAND IN THE BACKDROP
LET ME BE YOUR BEST MAN,
LET ME BE AT YOUR SERVICE
AND DO ALL THAT I CAN.

My love gives the sky a run for its infinity,
My love's more than love,
you'll know it's divinity.
For ALL it sees is YOU,
and ALL it hears too...

I'll live to see you marry,
have kids and walk past by,
I'll live each second to save you from harm,
I'd want to... but to protect you...I'LL NOT DIE!!

Bella, I'll stay alive.